Complete Change in Topic

There is no more displeasure between me and God.
If there is, it's only from my end.
Even when I sin, God does not see it, but He sees His Son instead, and is pleased.
Hence, there is no reciprocal displeasure, but only one-sided displeasure,
and it's always from me.

Amy asked me what I would be like if I wasn't a Christian .
Impulsive, angry, bitter, rash, violent, all come to mind.
But the thing is, the dead man rises from the grave a bit too often.
I have felt all of these since coming "home."
It'd funny how families work like that, bringing out the worst in you so quickly.

The more I realize how fast change approaches, the more I realize that it is only Jesus who is the anchor of my life; He is my idyllic past and my hopeful future.