Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Well, one more month of summer left. Why does work expand so much as to fill every crevice of time? I am perpetually busy, but not necessarily with producing something. I will have my first real respite since the beginning of the vacation to seriously think about my thesis and future plans. If anything though, I think I have struggled more with faith than I have before in my 4 years. Maybe it's all this reading that I am doing, but I find myself being convinced by the scholar's arguments, their presupposition being that the Christian Jesus is not the Jewish Jesus. But, I have known God to be working, I have seen his power and felt his peace, but even now...

Greek is going well, although working + intensive language courses is truly NOT a recommended schedule. At least it is easier than Hebrew.

These past couple of months I have been alone most of my hours, spending time either in the library or in my room; I rarely have contact with others, but I've realized, that in a way, I'm fine with that. It's not that it doesn't become uncomfortable, but only that I don't care enough to be around people to go out of my way. And it's not that I do not want to see you all, it's just that I don't not want to see you all. This, I have been told, is apparently poor form.

My cell phone is off and it does not matter :)

Jae Han

2 comments:

Hm. yes. said...

what books are you reading (titles)? i'm curious. yay for theological goofiness.

Unknown said...

you sound so lonely. come to my house for dinner. I'll send you an email soon.